Verse WuN - Thumpz416ix Ayo, it bothers a ton / How the block full of fatherless sons huh? / See dad’s love is minimal so thugs and criminals father they sons / Ladies scorned so babies born while they daughters is young / Look, he has no diploma and exceeds broke / So he sippin wit aroma of the weed smoke / And shorty no model / Her soul hallow / And a whole bottle of corona she can deep throat / Mans hustling - pocketing cash / They selling pills, coke, crack rock and the grass / Stick up dudes got a glock and a mask / Run up on you and make you give it up like you stopping a task / Damn, yeah, look what this land done / Grandma crying cuz she lost another grandson / It’s like everyone got a handgun / Shoot, this game foul like a and one / GOD help us / Hook Man dem slang on the strip, yeah / Moving wit the thang on they hip / They’ll let it bang if you trip, rahh, rahh / This is what I see, yeah / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / It is litty but it’s gritty / My block, my city / Verse Two - Thumpz416ix Yo, let me walk you through his mind state He the reason for the crime rate / Money on his Mind as he Taste the Chronic / And he Looking for Bills Wit Dead Prime Ministers Faces on It / Uh, Throwing Up the Set That he From, Yeah the Crew Straight / And Hate Expect It to Come Like a Due Date / He Got the New Tape / By the Dude Drake If You Reading This It's Too Late / Knocking Energy / Lighting Up Woods He Don't Rock Wit Centuries / He taking Shots of Hennessy / He saying that his man switched up so He Not a Friend of Me / Gossip's a Disease but his glock the Remedy / It's Over When He Spot his Enemy / He’ll Pull Out, Cock It and Pop It till His Top Like Kennedy / Blood on the Ground Mixed Wit Thoughts and Memories / Put him in a box Like a Hockey Penalty / (He gone) Hook Man dem slang on the strip, yeah / Moving wit the thang on they hip, yeah, yeah / They’ll let it bang if you trip, rahh, rahh / This is what I see, yeah / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / Verse 3 - Eshon Burgundy Yo, nothing is pretty about the blocks in my city / Having memories of the glock that hit me / Try stretch me / Yeah, opps try to test me / But The LORD bless me / This is a land where they program man to draw quickly / Yeah, everybody starving so to eat they gon kill for it / Everybody hurting for every pain there’s a pill for it / Round here money is messiah so they kneel for it / For some the act of murder gets them higher than a billboard / Talk bout the best, aim for the chest and above / They put you on a mission, you put in work and it’s love / The moment you causing friction that’s when they get you touched / I hope you listen, too many of us returning to the dust / It’s a cycle it’s always been a cycle / But now we give the cycles titles and make em our rivals / I watched dedicated killas still pray for survival / They live by the code of the streets in place of the bible / Hook Man dem slang on the strip, yeah / Moving wit the thang on they hip, yeah, yeah / They’ll let it bang if you trip, rahh, rahh / This is what I see, yeah / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / On my block, in my city / Rahh rahh Yeah

As a Youngin I Was Told Only God I Should Receive and Revere / And Don't Always Believe What You Hear / We Fighting Against Injustice, they Killed Another Leader in Fear / Does Heaven Have a Ghetto That is Sweeter Than Here? / Why? I Would Leave in a Year / Yet I'm 'Round Dudes Who Won't Leave the Crib Unless the Heater is Near / Fo Real, So Its Tucked Under Their Beater and Gear / It's Ruff So There's Weed in the Air / Sobering Up Thru Litres of Beer, Yeah, We Ain't in Our Right Minds / All the Fathers Done Left em All Like Mines / Poverty Forced Us Into Night Crimes / I Eventually Stopped So I Could Write Rhymes / Yeah, I'm Blessed to See the Light Shine / Cuz People Lost They Life Line / Women Fallin for False Love from Guys Over White Wine / Got em Spreading Their Legs Just Like Mike's Sign / Damn, It's a Cold World / If Only You Could See What Happened to My Old Girl / Damn, It's a Cold World / If Only You Could See.... / Ayo Forget It, See My Mind Drifts but I Can't Dwell on the Past / But Why She Sellin Her Ass? / I Guess Shortie Sold Her Soul Quick Once She Fell for the Cash / She Had Status Where You Couldn't Wait to Tell If You Smashed / Uh, Dudes Waitin to Holla But She Won't Entertain You Unless You Got the Cake of a Baller / How Things Change Like You Breakin a Dollar / Now She Giving Out Brains Like Debating a Scholar / LORD, What Do I Do? / Got Me Looking to the Sky Blue / Got Me Thinking, "Girl Why You?" / We Use to Kick it - Ryu / God is Always There wit You, This is my View / Moving Work No Alerting the Feds / Niggaz is doin Dirt for the Bread / Shoot, They Hit Dalton When Squirtin the Lead / Now His Name and His Face on a Shirt cuz he Dead / I Try to Escape but Revert to the Dread / Police Beat me Down - Seen em Smirk as I Bled / Ring on my Finger, I Thought She'd Leave me but She Flirting Instead / So Many Issues, Its Hurtin my Head / My Homies Told me There's Something They Gotta Share wit Me / "No Disrespect, GOD don't Care for Me" / "Take a Look at my Life, GOD ain't Fair to Me?" / "I'm Prepared to Squeeze" / Bearing (Bare) Arms like Wearing Tees / "Are you Hearin Me?" / "And Why the Church Gotta Stare to See" / "What my Erorrs be?" / "A Bunch of Hypocrites who don't know GOD like the Pharisees" / "Even I can tell that they Preach Heresy" / It Embarrassed Me / So in my Prayer I Plea / "LORD, be There for em all like you There for Me" / I Write it Down, Spit it to the Air and Leave / Then Put it on a Track like Hair and Weave . . . / Lyrical Therapy /

Verse WuN Yo, Writing this wasn’t eazy / This is for my nigga D.P. / We would often chill, play music, watch TV / You know how we be / I said I wanna be you, you wanna be me / Same Jerseys, Toronto Raptors - VC / But now you feel funny when see me / I miss you nigga so at times to hear your voice I play your songs on our CD / Word, Look, you was my best friend / Remember the chicks we had up in the west end? / Uh, yeah, she found her treasure / Plus, she would always make the mission down for pleasure / Eazy pimp, aha, fix ya collar / Remember the older chicks would holla? / Started flirting like “who is you?” / “If ya’ll was a lil older I be booing you” / “You couldn’t handle what I do to you” / We left smirking and amp / This the time we was working at camp / Serving the kids while earning paper / I went by Young WuN you was Terminator / And them young boys and girls, they thought highly of us / Bro, they really loved us / They view us as the funnest fathers / And we viewed them all as sons and daughters / Then tragedy fell when shots rung out and your older brother died / You stood strong every time your mother cried / The block felt naked and dim / How many times after did you get mistaken for him huh? / Splitting pizza he liked in his memory / Reminiscing saying things like “remember he” / We pouring a beer can or a rum, it’s sad knowing that the man he’ll become, we will never see / No doubt we would ball our eyes / Remember he said “sometimes you gotta fall to rise?” / I miss moms, your two nephews - all you guys / If I hurt you, I apologize / Hook Will It Ever be the Same? / We Came Up Together In the Game / On a Mission for the Cheddar and the Fame / Will It Ever be the Same Huh? / Will It Ever be the Same Huh? / Will It Ever be the Same? / My Life got Better when you Came / Ridin Thru the Storm - Weathering the Rain / Will It Ever be the Same Huh?/ It’ll Never be the Same? Nahh / Verse Two Yeah, the streets is talking, requesting my view / Rip and I go back further than the rest of the crew / You was nice at ball but at your best when you drew / This before 50 Cent rocked a vest and he blew / Cops pulling us over for how we dress and our hue / I use to think if I ever had a blessing it’s you / On the block blowing hydro and sess in the blue (sky) Possessing a brew / Getting twisted, we ingesting a few / You called recently, upset, on a quest to pursue / Something you described being on your chest and it grew / “Ima address it wit you” / “why you taking Bang Em’s side” - suggesting it’s true / I replied “you making false claims” like police when they questioning you / If there’s issues let’s talk, assess and renew / You was down but later send text messages thru / Like “appreciate you trying but I ain’t messing wit you” / I was hurt and I was stressing it too / But I tried so I’m over it, it’s something I ain’t wrestling thru / Nahh, so what happened? We dismembered and split ways / But I choose to remember the lit days / Houses on the beaches we dreamed / When we played ball the girls in the bleachers would scream / Remember grade 5 when we left the teachers in steam? / Cuz we did our school dance to peaches and cream? / You was ill wit the crip walk / And you had skill wit the slick talk / This before we was marked teens / Grade 6 grad you and I rocked a button up and some dark jeans / Inspired by the older niggaz that would stunt in a drop / We older now on a hunt for the gwop / Putting change together to get a blunt from the shop / Drunk downtown on New Years and you pissed in front of a cop / Us going to different high schools bred fears / Samuel Hearne in front of everyone I shed tears / Nigga this is all from the Heart / Honestly, this is where it started falling apart / Yet I’m inspired by your drive god / Congrats on Team Canada and the Raptors 905 Squad / we ain’t speaking - ignoring what may be / Yeah you lost one like Lauren and Jay-Z / Hook Will It Ever be the Same? / We Came Up Together In the Game / On a Mission for the Cheddar and the Fame / Will It Ever be the Same Huh? / Will It Ever be the Same Huh? / Will It Ever be the Same? / My Life got Better when you Came / Ridin Thru the Storm - Weathering the Rain / Will It Ever be the Same Huh?/ It’ll Never be the Same? Nahh /

Intro It seems like everyone out there is tryna be somebody else or putting on a front and being something they not. GOD created you wit a specific purpose and that’s the best thing you can be. Authentically you. A cry for help. Verse WuN - Thumpz416ix I’m Feeling Defeated, I’m Imprisoned and Distant, it’s a Lonely Sight / Looking for the Good but there Isn’t, Its Only Plight / I’m not the Phony Type / Burdened by my Struggles and my Homies Fight / Yeah, Life is Colder than a Snowy Night / Look, I’m Tryna Progress but my Dough be Light / LORD Hold me Tight / I Cried to Belong, Christ Died for my Wrongs to Show me Right / Y’all Wouldn’t Believe what the Old me Like / It Begun in a Class / Started Sippin 40 Ounces, Bunnin the Grass / Dude is Worth 6 Digits - had a Hundred in Cash / They Crept up, Pop, Brain on his seat wit a Ton on the Dash / This the ghetto, ask Moms I Kept One in the Stash / I Robbed People then Would Run in a Flash / No Lies wit Closed Eyes, I still Hear the Gun when It Blast / This is what I’ve Seen or Done in the Past / This is Real, I’m just letting my Thoughts Go / Ain’t it Strange the World Teaches not to Follow anything Christ has Taught Tho? / Hard Hearted wit GOD I Fought Yo / Isaiah 5:15-the Arrogant is Humbled and Brought Low / What I Write wit the Pen is True / Never Surprised by the Evil that Men’ll Do / Christ is Murdered but Resurrected and Ascended Too / He’s Mediating and Defending You / Worship got my Hands Raised like it’s 10 to 2 / Or 10:10 / Check the Face of your Watch / If you get it, you’ll see that Bar Hard like you Tasting a Scotch / Looking like you got Hit in the Place of your Crotch / My Niggaz still Attempt me to Ride / And the Devil still Tempt me wit Pride / Im before GOD on Charges and in Order to Exempt me, He Died / So why I feel Empty Inside? / Huh?? / Sometimes I Feel Worthlessness / Figuring Out what my Purpose Is / People saying “Why Don’t we see the Smirk of His?” / I’m an Iceberg, you don’t see Underneath but only what Surfaces / In Bondage but I’m Breaking Free / Ain’t I‎t Funny that the way of Standing Up is to Take a Knee / Feeling the Way I Feel is Something that I Hate to See / Am I Alone or do Anyone Relate to Me? / Hook - Thumpz416ix Does anyone relate to me or feel the same? / Tell me, do you also conceal the shame? / LORD, I’m calling on you to heal the pain / Why is the world so dark and cold? / I’m no longer giving you part but whole / So LORD come invade my heart and soul / I’m giving you the real me / Does anybody feel me? / Verse 2 - BSEMNT I heard new youth now dead in the streets / Got me questioning my life in my bed gripped sheets / Thinking how can i sleep when theres people in need / Got me feeling my greed when will this happen to me / Clutching a blade / I walk the streets ducking these fades / Stuck and amazed / I feel like i run amuck in a maze / Twists and turns feelin hell beneath as it burns / Seen the headline when will these people just learn / Wont say black lives matter from their silver platters / Broken homes broken ones life is shattered / Blood be scattered mommas losin sons its a pattern / Girls in the mirror crying wishing stomachs was flatter / Huh, but im just another rap cat / They just wanna hear a hit that makes a back clap / Im just tryna make a hit that brings a dad back / Live in the moment yall can put away ya snapchats / Broke away from music / I was havin thought of usin / Pills to numb the pain cause my brain took an brusin / Thinking bout these promises that i could never keep / Thinking bout the problems in these cold dark streets / I’m feelin jaded / Im thinking all this livings over rated / Who’s watching us struggle cause these scales is over weighted / On one side so the more that we drop - they rise / They fly - so high while we die / Sometimes i think that this is all a facade / Have all these christians looking at me like im odd / Like they aint ever doubt god once / Soon as i talk my feelings they just pull out they guns / And they shoot, i feel odd up in this room / Cause theres people all around me asking why i love these youth / They scream thugs, liars, thieves, killas / How can we be silent bout this pain we feeling / So we spit tracks in a plywood booth / And we Write bars on our ways to school / And we dream big of being on that stage / And we wanna bring this city love and change / Lord we need you, we need you in these streets / Cause most of us got nothing to eat / And we killing ourselves, show us how to love / No more hashtag justice for us / Only thing i want for 13 is vacancy / Have these kids make it big so they can see / They was kings the whole time not in slavery / Am i alone do anyone relate to me? /

Intro The devil wants my soul. He speaks to me. Here’s a glimpse. A cry for help. Verse WuN My thoughts dark like Sudan and Haiti / It’s evident when I scan a lady / My pride saying “if rap was the NFL then mans is Brady” / The flesh want the old me back like the fans of Shady / Yeah, I’m tempted to light up and bun a pound / The hate is real, break the seal and done the crown / I’m seeing visions of me where I run the town / You saying smack, spray the mac and gun em down / Word, Now I’m ducking a cop / My flesh loves the feeling of feeling stuck on the block / All I know is the stash that I tuck in my sock / Sticking players for ice like a puck when it drop / Uh, I can’t front dogg, I like the the cheddar / Flesh saying “get cheques (checks) like a Nike sweater / Devil saying “all your storms I can Likely weather” / “Forget Christ - this might be better” / Are you rolling or what? / Hook Make space for me / You really think by grace your free? / Look, I’m the place to be / All you gotta do is taste and see / Then worship me / I will give you everything you ever wanted if you worship me / I will give you everything you ever wanted if you worship me / I will give you everything you ever wanted if you worship me / I will give you everythang, everythang / Follow me / Verse Two When I wake I feel / That I can’t tell the difference tween fake and real / Quite often I listen to the snake’s appeal / Will I take the deal? / My mind is hell, time will tell if I break and kneel / The topic is ill / (Re)member when he brought Christ to the top of the hill? / Huh? My two knees I’ll be dropping em still / He giving me change like the gwop in a till / I want the fame, the power, the women and the cheddar to flaunt / In other words whatever I want / I’m thinking this be nice to keep / Devil’s pie - had a slice to eat / Now he’s wanting my soul and the price is cheap / He saying “Christ - no longer believe him / So I’m thinking “is it wrong if I leave him?” / Dang, will his voice decline? / I don’t know but the choice is mine / The choice is mine / Hook Make space for me / You really think by grace your free? / Look, I’m the place to be / All you gotta do is taste and see / Then worship me / I will give you everything you ever wanted if you worship me / I will give you everything you ever wanted if you worship me / I will give you everything you ever wanted if you worship me / I will give you everythang, everythang / Follow me /

Verse WuN Ayo, My Tears Hit the Words on My Paper from My Pen as I Write / Grieving, Asking God to Attend to My Plight / All This Sadness and Affliction Blended Wit Strife / Cuz a Mother Passed, Some say she Ended Her Life / Tonez, You Know You Fam, Not a Friend in My Sight / The Streets Got You Wit a Lawyer Defending Your Rights / Out by Kingston in a Cell Where You Spending Your Nights / All I Can Do Is Pray and Send You Some Kites / Yeah I Was Shocked When I Heard It Too / You Must of Felt Lost When They Sent Word to You / Thinking When the Last Time My Homie Smiled / And I Feel for Her 3 Kids, the Youngest One Is Your Only Child / LORD, These Thoughts Bother a Ton / My Nigga Just Wanna Father his Son / Yeah, These the Reasons Why I'm Calling on Yo Name / My Soul Drained / She wit You and There's No Pain / Hook Yeah Father, Can I Talk wit You? / Father Can I Talk wit You? / I‘m Moving wit this Pain and this Fear in Me / Please Turn your Ear to Me / I’m Crying out, LORD is you Hearing Me? / Father, Can I Talk wit You? / Father, Can I Talk wit You? / These are People that are Near to Me / Don’t you see the Tears in Me? / I’m Crying Out, LORD, Appear to Me! / Father, Can I Talk wit You? / Verse Two Look These Thoughts is Real / Father It's Been Awhile Since We Spoke or I Sought Your Will / Life's Hardships Is Making Me Distraught and Ill / Dudes I Grew Up Wit are Letting Off Shots to Kill / I Seen This Girl Who Use to Hit the Spot and Chill / Now She Stripping, Making Her Booty Drop for Bills / For the Dead We Twist Bottle Tops to Spill / My Other Homie Almost Died Cause He Popping Pills / Uh, I'm Tryna Better the Norm / Take On Life's Trials and Weather the Storm / I Seen a Homeless Dude Laying in the Snow and His Sweater Was Torn / Thanking God Cause the Weather is Warm / Yeah, Make You Kinda Look at Life Different / Distance from You is Why I Treat My Wife Different / Damn, This the Reason She Suggest a Divorce / Instantly Filled wit Stress and Remorse / Hook Yeah Father, Can I Talk wit You? / Father Can I Talk wit You? / I‘m Moving wit this Pain and this Fear in Me / Please Turn your Ear to Me / I’m Crying out, LORD is you Hearing Me? / Father, Can I Talk wit You? / Father, Can I Talk wit You? / These are People that are Near to Me / Don’t you see the Tears in Me? / I’m Crying Out, LORD, Appear to Me! / Father, Can I Talk wit You? / Verse Three Yo This Something I'm Prepared to Do / To My Sisters Taylor and Ryleigh, This I Wanna Share wit You / I Apologize for Not Being There for You / Please Know That I Love You and Care for You / Writing These Words Made Me Shed a Tear or Two / Vision Blurred So I Asked God "Repair my View" / See my Actions, They ain't Really Fair to You / Change Is What I Swear to Do / Other Thoughts Creep In Like My Unborn Son Got Me Freaking Out / Yeah I'm Freaking Out / See My Daddy Wasn't There so Me as a Father I Critique and Doubt / I'm too Weak to Shout / The Church is Saying They ain't Liking What I Speak About / Y'all Need to be Silent and Listen Instead of Always Speaking Out / I Challenge All Abroad to Apply It / Why? Cuz God in the Quiet / Yeah Father, Can I Talk wit You?

Verse WuN LORD, the time for me to vent is due / It’s only right that I went to you / I admit I haven’t always been faithful in what I’m sent to do / Not only am I confessing - I’m repenting too / What I meant to do / Is give you my all like the widow’s offering of a cent or two / Crying over the church, my lament - it grew / Yeah, I’m burdened by those who are an extent of you / GOD, it’s affecting and exhausting me / It don’t matter if they far or across from me / How are preachers out here on a flossing spree / People speaking they thoughts and call it prophecy / That ain’t following Jesus - that’s apostasy / Thinking your above the word - apostrophe / Jesus, your my king and the boss of me / That’s why “sinners” and the “unclean” moss wit me / Yeah, at times it’s hard to stay driven / They quick to condemn your way living / Look at the shots that they giving / You be vulnerable and they attack you - just look what they did to JGivens / Word, Why is it quick for y’all to stone? / I’m at my end like Paul in Rome / LORD, I need someone to assist me - Calderon / I’m so tired of doing this thang all alone / Hook I’m following you LORD - set the route / Yes it’s been hard but I have yet to doubt / I’m in a place where I’m set to shout / So I’m letting out / A cry for help / A cry for help / A cry for help / A cry for help / Verse Two Look, I’m broken and torn / My tears fall - pillow soak as I mourn / I’m feeling like Paul when he spoke of his thorn / Yeah, plus I got images in my head from back when I was stroking to porn / LORD deliver me, under your aid I belong / For me to do that to my wife is degrading and wrong / I’m indebted to my sins but you paid and it’s gone / So it’s MIA - Bosh, Wade and LeBron / I give the real but they make art to deceive / Not me, I wear my heart on my sleeve / So despite all the criticism, tho it hurts, I still grin wide / Cuz I publicly say what you keep inside / I’m from a hood where they fire the snub / And wet you - pacifier and tub / I’m tryna show em Christ who’s Higher above /Influence is when others you inspire to love / Honesty and introspectiveness / Are you respecting this? / You’ll see me as whatever your perspective is / I’m bizzy dealin wit the log in my eye to worry bout the speck in his / Yeah, I give this all up willingly / The only thing that matters to me is the Father’s will in me / I don’t care if you think I’m good and you feeling me / I’m tryna live out servanthood and humility / Hook I’m following you LORD - set the route / Yes it’s been hard but I have yet to doubt / I’m in a place where I’m set to shout / So I’m letting out / A cry for help / A cry for help / A cry for help / A cry for help /

Tears Fallin Down, I Can't see Thru the Mist / Why they Doin This? / Cause how I look and my Hue a Risk / So Cops Pursue and Frisk / I ain't New to This / Kill a Nigga and say you Resist / Yeah, it's Ludicrous / Got my own Issues, Wanna View the List? / Like If I Died Would I be Truly Missed? / Is it me or you ever Question why you Exist? / Uh, Someone tell me what I'm on Earth for? / Is this what Life has to Offer - am I Worth More? / Haven't found the answers, Ima Search More / Filled wit Suicidal Thoughts on the Church Floor / Yeah, Reflecting on Life, Accepting my Strife, the Aches and the Shame / I got Plenty of Regrets and Mistakes in the Game / That’s why I'm Taking the Blame / This adds Weight to the Brain / Thought I was Healed but My Return Awakens the Pain / Tryna deal wit it, don’t wanna concern my spouse / Feeling like Christon Gray on burning house / Every time that I visit you exposing more / So I’m never coming back, I gotta close the door / To many lows I bore / So I chose a war / Yeah the flames getting higher - there goes the floor / Standing there like I could cry / But why should I? / Waving that part of my life goodbye / Hook - Victoria McCartney Can't hide all the pain / Cause its who I am today / Can't hold back the tears / That I held in all these years / Cause this is my whole heart / yes, this is my whole heart / And I'm eyeing doubt / LORD I'm crying out / Do you hear me? / Do you hear me? / Verse Two Look, I use to run wit thugs / Now I praying every time I give my son a hug / Why I put things over Christ who nones above? / Why I bring the most hurt to the ones I love? / Huh? / Yeah, yo my wrongs still sting to date / How many times was I hurt but said things is great? / GOD, my path crooked will it swing to straight? / Ain’t it strange we become the very things we hate? / Dogg, I can’t resist the tears / Yesterday we was twisting beers / I’m realizing that my circle is missing peers / You never know what you have til it disappears / Uh, shifting gears / It’s krayzie what life will hand you / Pain and hardships ain’t eazy to stand through / I got a grand view / You know what your Idols are not by what you're runnin from but what you ran to / Yeah, this is deep nigga and true / Conflicted cuz I know a couple mans who / Highlight you in laser red like a scanned sku / Put you under white sheets like the klan do / And they sell keys / No selfies / Come around and you smell trees / Baggy jeans, XL Tees / LORD, cover em in your blood like the second DMX LP / Hook - Victoria McCartney Can't hide all the pain / Cause its who I am today / Can't hold back the tears / That I held in all these years / Cause this is my whole heart / yes, this is my whole heart / And I'm eyeing doubt / LORD I'm crying out / Do you hear me? / Do you hear me? /Verse Three I’m Locked up, had crack for sale / Due to my past they giving me flack for bail / My cell dirty and the food whack and stale / Tellin homie what he can and can’t pack for mail / Deception got me disputing the wise / Institutionalize / Which means I’m on track to fail / Did 10 months, 2 months later back in Jail / Dang, it’s so hard being black and male / Now a days I have no desire for joy / Criminal record so who gon hire your boi? / Minimum can’t feed the fam / This indeed a scam / I rather load up and fire the toy / The system flawed - government ain’t dealin the cards right / (So) Its back to block and I’m dealin the hard white / My thoughts stressin me / Is this my destiny? / I know it’s wrong but this options the best for me / Word, so let a nigga live yo / GOD judges but doesn’t He forgive tho? / Uh, I know His grace is well / But to give my kids heaven I’m embracing hell / So there’s nothing to view or see / You won’t understand dogg unless you were me / Now don’t judge like a 2 da 3 / My heart saying that the LORD is pursuing me / Will I let him make me new and free? / Hook - Victoria McCartney Can't hide all the pain / Cause its who I am today / Can't hold back the tears / That I held in all these years / Cause this is my whole heart / yes, this is my whole heart / And I'm eyeing doubt / LORD I'm crying out / Do you hear me? / Do you hear me? /

Hook Stay, Don't Leave Stay a little while longer / We can work it out / Don't leave / Stay a little while longer / We can work it out / Verse WuN I Hate When I Awake to Your Weeping and Groans / And Can't Stand When I'm Sleeping Alone / Reminiscing, Looking at Pics of You Happy That I Keep In My Phone / Thinking Thoughts "I'm a Pastor This Too Deep to Be Known" / I Don't Share My Pain I'd Rather Deepen My Own / I Guess It's True That You Reap What You Sown / There's No Worst Feeling Than Seeing Your Wife's Tears Fall From Her Eyes / Knowing You the One Responsible for All of Her Cries / We've Had Some Big Lows and We Small In the Highs / Arguing, Sharing Thoughts But We Calling It Lies / Quick to Ask But We Stall In Replies / And When You Leave I'm Praying "God Help Me" as I Ball to the Skies / It Started In My Heart But the Shame Spread / We Ain't Touching or Sleeping In the Same Bed / The Distance Between Us Is What the Pain Bred / You Speaking But I Ain't Responding to Your Words Like I'm Brain Dead / It's Feels Surreal You Bout to Bear a Child / I'm In Love With Your Body, Voice, Hair and Style / Observing When I See So I Stare Awhile / And Notice Its Harder for You to Share a Smile / These Circumstances Make Hard to Live It Up / Plus My Wife Just Told Me Homie That She Giving Up / I Said She Giving Up / Stupid Me Thinking That I Done Did Enuff / Hook Stay, Don't Leave Stay a little while longer / We can work it out / Don't leave / Stay a little while longer / We can work... out / Verse Two I See You Tryna Get Up Out It But the Hole's Deep / You Vulnerable But Letting Your Soul Speak / You Asking Them Hard Questions Like "Why You Put Everything Above Me?" / And That's Followed By a "Do You Even Love Me?" / Stupid, I Ain't Noticing the Plight You Got / All I Know Is We Fight a Lot / I'm Ignorant, Seeking Answers to Questions Before Solving Yours / We Going In Circles Like Revolving Doors / Uh, See I Dread This Quest / We at Each Other's Necks Like Between Head and Chest / Fo Real, Its Been Five Years Since You Wore Your Wedding Dress / God Charged Me as Your Husband and I Pled a Yes / Ima Do Better Girl and Dead the Mess / Give You Joy Instead of Stress / Give You More Instead of Less / Ima Love You Like Christ Loves the Church - the Apostle Paul Said It Best / Yeah, Let's Regroup and Talk / See, We Perfect for Each Other Like Snoop and Doc / I'm Praying for Us, Til My Knees Weary Like I Hoop a Lot / Asking God to Fix My Heart Like Swoope and Prop / Yeah, I Hope You See In This Song / How Truly Sorry I Am and That It's Me In the Wrong / Word, Ima Kill Those Habits So It Won't Show / Baby I'm Begging You to Stay So Don't Go / Hook Stay, Don't Leave Stay a little while longer / We can work it out / Don't leave / Stay a little while longer / We can work it / Stay, Don't Leave Stay a little while longer / We can work it out / Don't leave / Stay a little while longer / We can work it / Stay, Don't Leave Stay a little while longer / We can work it out / Don't leave / Stay a little while longer / We can work it / Stay, don't leave

Hook - Destiny Random thoughts in my head / Random thoughts in my head / Should I keep em in or let em out? / These random thoughts in my head / The plight I penned / I might offend / LORD, I’m not sorry / No, I’m not sorry... / Verse I Still Can't Accept This Part / It Seems Our Marriage Was Built On a Deceptive Start / See, I Thought My Intellect Was Sharp / Then I Had to Take a Year Off off Music to Inspect My Heart / Why? Cause It Reflects the Dark / Conviction Leads to Worship While Dissecting Mark / The Enemy's Direct and Smart / Now It's Ephesians 6 - The Armour of God to Deflect the Darts / Yo, These Rappers Don't Respect the Art / It's All Hooks and Melodies If You Expect to Chart / How Can We Undo It? / Hip Hop I Use to Run to It / Now I'm Questioning What Have We Done to It? / She Left Me In Awe and Stood Beautifully/She's Definitely Flawed But Good Musically / In the Past It Was You and Me / Then She Let Herself Go for the Cash and the Jewelry / She Abandoned the Things That Made Her Pure and Great / And This New Road Has Made Her Insecure and Fake / Ima Give Her a Break / Cause My Love Is a Prostitute and I Can't Stand to See Her in Her Current State / But Off Her, See I'm Cursed Within / I Thirst for Sin / Since I Let The Serpent In / See This Verse I Did / God Used to Show His Relationship's Similar Between the Church and Him / This Just In, Why It Had to Come / My Man In the Bin, He Just Had a Son / If You Have Any Thoughts of Self Doubt / Know I'm Praying for You and You Know I'm Here to Help Out / Yeah Homie, So Don't You Quit / I Know You Writing Your Music / A Hard Lesson In Life Is to Cherish Whoever You's Wit / Cause You Full of Regret When You Loose It / The World's Been Taught to be Shook of Me / So When You Look at Me / You See a Thug and Crook In Me / Black Blood In the Streets But They Forsook Our Plea But Show More Concern When Kappernick Took a Knee / I Feel Like It's Useless Discussing Why / Cause They Feed Us Excuses to Justify / They Silenced the Truth and Made Us Trust a Lie / If You Think This Is Justice, Adjust Your Eyes / Godlessness Is What the Streets Bore / I Know These Quotes Ima Catch Heat For /Look, All Things Black I Ain't Embracing / So Don't Try to Make This to a Race Thing / I'm So Thankful for My Whiteness / My Moms Kept Me and Some People Didn't Like This / I'm Tryna Conform to His Likeness / This Is Therapeutic If You Wonder Why I Write This / I Yearn to be Taught So When I'm Around People I be Learning A Lot / And Lately In My Chats I Find / The Common Thread That People Speak Bout Getting Back Is Time / That's Real, Ain' That True for All of Us / And If You Don't Feel the Same Ima Call Yo Bluff / And Whatever Your Confine To / Just Know There's Hope and Let Your Weakness Refine You / Hook - Destiny Random thoughts in my head / Random thoughts in my head / Should I keep em in or let em out? / These random thoughts in my head / The plight I penned / I might offend / LORD, I’m not sorry / No, I’m not sorry... /

Verse WuN Ayo, they say live your life like you bumping to Tip / But I’m sinking so I’m thinking “should I jump from the ship?” / I helped others, now I need help and those in my company dip / Plus, my wife’s dad found a lump by the hip / Word, I ain’t attacking but Trump is a trip / And how can y’all have a pump in your grip? / And be dumping the clip / I ain’t know the homie but it messes wit me seeing Tentacion slumped in his whip / R.I.P. - The man dem is shady and dumb / I’m here thinking bout his lady and mum / At times I can’t feel pain - maybe I’m numb? / You left us with your voice and your baby to come / The cops be shooting - taking lives of blacks / Yeah, so we protest in hives and packs / When it comes to justice we’re deprived - it’s whack / Yet we killing each other using knives and macs / A cry for help / Hook - GiAngelo Power No one understands all the pain that I got / My heart grew weary - on my brain is a lot / Ima overcome it / Ima overcome it / I try to let it go - it remains in my thought / Praying to the LORD cuz the pain is a lot / Ima overcome it / Ima overcome it / Verse Two Ayo, the sorrow I display is ill / When I think about how we use to play and chill / I thought wounds heal in time but everyday it kills / You in heaven but you hearing what I’m saying still / Would you believe me if I said that the straying real? / But despite it, I’ll fight it so I’m praying till / I’m living out what the Father say and wills / But it’s hard when you can’t afford to pay the bills / Real talk, look, my wife’s always one to grow / I got a few highs but a ton of lows / I said Ima change but got none to show / I can see why she would take our son and go / Keisha, it’s all because of me you’re distraught and sad / In my feelings, playing Usher - You Got It Bad / Us together forever is what I thought we had / Please don’t make me your ex and a forgotten dad / A cry for help / Hook - GiAngelo Power No one understands all the pain that I got / My heart grew weary - on my brain is a lot / Ima overcome it / Ima overcome it / I try to let it go - it remains in my thought / Praying to the LORD cuz the pain is a lot / Ima overcome it / Ima overcome it / Verse Three I know shorty, she ain’t new to the gig / She crying of hurt, hiding her dirt behind a brew and a cig / Yeah, spitting game like you a cutie you dig? / Making money cuz her booty is big / Now injections are trending - it’s sick / On another note - watch all the friends in you clique / I’m always there but I get the short end of the stick / They making excuses and defending it quick, quick / Look, I’m losing hope in humanity / I’m down and tryna get up but they won’t extend a rope or a hand to me / When I feel I can’t cope wit my sanity / You’re my refugee - your cloak is my canopy / Leprosy from his throat to the hand and knee / But you spoke and the man is free / I’m praying for the folks in my family / May the see you when they put me under scope and examine me / Hook - GiAngelo Power No one understands all the pain that I got / My heart grew weary - on my brain is a lot / Ima overcome it / Ima overcome it / I try to let it go - it remains in my thought / Praying to the LORD cuz the pain is a lot / Ima overcome it / Ima overcome it /

Intro - Thumpz416ix My heart, O God, is steadfast;     I will sing and make music with all my soul. 2      I will awaken the dawn. 3  I will praise you, Lord, among the nations;     I will sing of you among the peoples. 4  For great is your love, higher than the heavens;     your faithfulness reaches to the skies. 5  Be exalted, O God, above the heavens;     let your glory be over all the earth. Verse WuN - Thumpz416ix My LORD and King amazes, I’m singing praises of your reign and more / You sustain my core / I’m in awe of your creation Father - space and water, the terrain and shore / And how you made the eagle and the crane to soar / Every sin - all my blemishes and stains you bore / You lead me and freed me from the chains I wore / We’re reconciled - Jesus being slain restores / Bless your child and everything I gain is yours / Yeah, but still there’s remaining sores / These the things that my heart and my brain abhors / It infiltrates - those places the pain explores / Stress it grew, I guess it’s true when it rains it pours / I’ve worn a disguise / Look y’all, GOD- He took all the scorn and the lies / I’m thankful for every morning I rise / Cry often of his grace that my tears are ignoring my eyes / When I’m hurt I’m appearing fine / In your jar you collected every tear of mine / LORD fill me with courage - remove the fear in mind / The world dark and gloomy so sparkle thru me and may your spirit shine / Yeah, in humility I fall to knee / I call and plea / Repenting of idolatry / Moving forward I’m really giving you all of me / I’m so thankful I’m ingrafted in the olive tree / Hook - GiAngelo Power I give you my heart LORD / I give you my soul / May I never depart LORD / Your making me whole / Everything that’s mine is yours (mine is yours) / LORD, I pray your spirit shines and pours (shines and pours) / I’m singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Da, da, da, da / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Cuz you came and rescued me / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Da, da, da, da / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Forever, ever / Verse Two - Thumpz416ix LORD, get me right, to be like Emmanuel is the goal / You the star - I’m tryna excel in my role / I got unclean lips - you took my guilt that indwells wit a coal / You fulfill what they tell in the scroll / I try to climb high yet every time I fell you console / You really make my skeleton whole / When in war you bring peace by expelling my toll / So regardless - in hardships I’m singing it is well wit my soul / Hallelujah, praise - I’m releasing a ton / My hands high like seeing the police wit a gun / You working where I’m weak - it’s decreasing to none / I’m praying that the world comes to peace wit your Son / For real, I’m hoping I’m obeying right / Oh LORD, may you stay in sight / I’m meditating on your word day and night /Dirty within like a harlot - tho my sin is like scarlet - it’s washed away to white / Yeah, what can I say - His grace is good / I should of been judged but in my place he stood / Christ ransomed me - He embraced the wood / He’s given His life for every race and hood / Praise the holy priest / And even when I show the least / Like wishing you was dead to see my doe increased / You run to welcome me back, clothe me, put a ring on my finger and you throw a feast / Hook - GiAngelo Power I give you my heart LORD / I give you my soul / May I never depart LORD / Your making me whole / Everything that’s mine is yours (mine is yours) / LORD, I pray your spirit shines and pours (shines and pours) / I’m singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Da, da, da, da / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Cuz you came and rescued me / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Da, da, da, da / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Forever, ever / Verse Three - Dre Murray Yeah, I look back on all the evil I did / As a kid / I saw signs all over the place but I hid / Both hands all over my face - I disappeared / A foolish mind, thinking he’s blind to what was his / Even though I couldn’t see at the time / He wasn’t mine / Saying prayers - liquor still on my breath - I pray I find / My real life / Cause something don’t feel right / This knife in my back from peers and it never healed right / Now I wanna kill nights cuz I never see the sun / Busting shots at the thief but he never seems to run / I was waiting on the streets but they never seem to come / When the clock says it’s half past 911 / But you were always there and I couldn’t see it / Yeah, now that window looks so clear and I wanna be it / Now follow the plan of the one who raised this man from dirt / Paid it all - showed my worth / The GOD who formed and knit me together before my birth / When others called off the search - you went harder / Yahweh, my King - you’re my Father / Now I got one son and two daughters / A beautiful wife / Let’s raise them right / In the spirit of your marvellous light / Give sight, yeah / Hook - GiAngelo Power I’m singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Da, da, da, da / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Cuz you came and rescued me / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Da, da, da, da / Singing you praises / Da, da, da, da / Forever, ever /